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answer your god damn phone

[How many calls had he missed from Leorio alone?

Honestly, he preferred not to look at the number. It was wrong, but this wasn't something he could pull any of them into. He'd been wrapped up in his own little world, paying attention to the news enough when it related to his work and his end goal, and while he could have gone to the elections or even to visit Gon (his comrades had, after all), he decided against it. Visiting would have just opened up a whole can of other problems.

Maybe it went against what he'd been thinking before, but he had matured a bit since then. With the Spider desperately working to repair itself, and plenty of its members still on the move, Kurapika had to consider how to handle them-- but he was also sitting right on top of the location of the eyes of his brethren. He had to work up to it, and well... That's what he'd done.

There were a large amount of them recovered (he had to deal with a lot of people to get this collection) and given funerals, but it wasn't enough until he had every last set. There were still leads to follow, and so he continued to climb and gain Nostrade's trust.

Trust, though, is what leads him to pulling his cell phone out now. A strange illness was breaking out in the Nostrade organization, and it was worrying Nostrade himself. A few of his workers had already died, and panic was growing. He demanded that Kurapika find him someone to find out what was going on, but to be sure it was someone they could 'trust', because this could very well be an attack on them.

A doctor that he could trust? His first thought was that there was none. But after just a moment's more hesitation, he gives in and speaks his understanding clearly to Nostrade, hitting the call button on his phone and stepping away. His opposite hand curls at his elbow as he waits. This is pulling him in, but if it's just Leorio... It'll be easier to keep him in the dark about a lot of what he's been doing.

He'll use that to justify this selfish decision.]

Leorio?

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Sure, but it helps. Not everyone is like Melody, you know. [Or- himself?? But skipping that part-]

You'd have to take calls, too. And not blow people off whenever you felt like it!

[He may have a very idealized vision of what a Chairman should actually do, given how irresponsible and useless so many higher ups in the association are in reality. Oh well.]

Have you noticed me ignore a call once while you've been here?

[That's a little harsh to point out, but he's never been great at deciding where to stop in those terms. He'd been ignoring Leorio for a reason, after all. He was too kind, too calming, too easy to get involved when he shouldn't be.

And look, here they are now, because he decided to reach out to him. Even if he was convinced not to force him away, that's not going to stop self-destructive tendencies and attempts at distancing himself when guilt, worry or plain selfishness set in.]

You haven't noticed, have you? [His position in things now.] That's fine. It's better that you don't. Are you done, by the way?

That's not what I mean!!

[He'd have to answer all the calls he didn't want, is the point. He'd have to pick up the phone and if it happened to be Leorio or Gon or a complete stranger, that wouldn't matter!

One day, he might not be a little sour still about the phone thing. Just one call sure has been a whirlwind to deal with, but— well, whatever.

He blinks a few times then, clearly unaware of what he isn't noticing. Uh-?] Wait, what? Haven't noticed what? Kurapika-!

[He'd thought about explaining it today, letting Leorio know the extent of what he's getting into... It would only be fair, but. It's not that simple.

And anyway, he's done with his pancakes, so since there's no hiding here--]

I'm going to use the restroom. [He'll just let Leorio stew over that with his pancakes while he wanders off for a bit. He doesn't feel like explaining himself, even if it's his fault for saying too much!! It's pancakes then the park.

So, he pushes his plate to the side and gets up to do just that.]

Kurapika... [Don't leave him hanging! But he's not about to get up and chase him into the bathroom- he has that much self control, today. And he has a few pieces of fruit left, drowning in syrup, so he'll sit and sulk while he finishes those and waits.

There is a good deal of grumbling and repeated glancing toward the bathrooms in the meantime, make it quick.]

[It's not Kurapika-may-have-been-killed-in-the-bathroom long but it's still longer than it should be. That's because he also used this as an excuse to call back and check on how things were. Working in the shadows.

That should be enough for today, though. And once he's done and washed his hands and everything seems fine, he'll head calmly back to the table, glancing to Leorio's plate as he sits down.]

[It's Leorio-getting-bored-waiting-here-at-the-table long, at the very least. He's finished everything on his plate (even the syrup, maybe don't hold his hand quite yet) and is just about to finish chugging his drink when Kurapika returns.]

I'm done now. [Ah, right after he sat down... thanks Leorio.]

[He could easily ignore that annoyance. Move on without saying a word, head to the car without paying-- but instead, he places a hand on his knee under the table. There's use in those huge legs, after all.]

Then are we heading out? [He's not smiling outright, but his eyes seem to be just enough, and his hand pulls back after a bit of hesitation. The waiter seemed to hear their commentary, at least, heading over with the check that Kurapika takes without a beat of hesitation.

He'll leave a good chunk of cash to cover the meal and any tip, looking to Leorio expectantly as he sets it down.]

[Hmmmmm— what was he so annoyed about, again? He's half genuinely past it, because this isn't a day to sulk! - and half placated by the silent acknowledgement. Embarrassing...

That aside, he has no complaints whatsoever about Kurapika paying for the meal, shrugging as he slides out of his seat. There's maybe a fraction of a sip left in this drink that he pulls through the straw, obnoxious air-slurping noise and all, and then he's finally satisfied.]

Let's go.

[As long as he doesn't get too used to it. One expensive dinner or something later, Kurapika will blatantly look at Leorio for payment, it'll be great. For now, though, he stands up and heads out with him to the car again.

They just spent a majority of their time eating pancakes arguing, and he can't even look back at it negatively. God, he's becoming aware of how gross this is. What's wrong with him, why is this happening, how does he stop it.

Well, it's too late now. He'll just pull out his Hunter Google Maps and look for the next destination.]

[Oh, leave him to foot the bill when it's more than 20 bucks, he sees how it is.

For his part, Leorio is more or less content with how breakfast went. And now they're going to a park, right? This is so... well, it's about as typical first date material as it can be. Truth be told, he's still a little anxious about that, especially given that no one actually used the word date, but— He's getting back in the car like nothing is wrong! So. Everything's cool!]

You said the park's not far from here, right? [casual DATE TALK]

No more than five minutes.

[This is definitely a date, but do either of them know for certain? Apparently not. Kurapika thinks it is, but then doubt settles in. It wasn't ever actually said, so does it really count? And the more he thinks of it as one, the more stiff he gets.

So he's trying not to think about it right now. (It's proving difficult.)]

Just take this main street for two lights, turn right and follow it down. It should be on the left.

[This is the most uncertain date ever taken... Leorio hums and takes them back out onto the street, heading down... one light, two- He's quiet for once, because now he's really thinking about the date thing. He suggested it, so should he be the one to say something?

But Kurapika might get weird about it the way he did about the shirt compliment. But if he doesn't say something, is this just not going to be a date?? Is it just - going to the park for no reason?

No reason better than the one he had earlier in the morning, anyway. This is very frustrating and he makes it until the park is in view up ahead before he just goes for it. Suddenly, without preamble:]

This is a date, right? I mean, this- [he gestures between them again, like he did before when asking about Melody Knowing Everything] is us, dating.

[The question gets him to look over in his surprise, eyes a little wider. Mostly, he's surprised that Leorio was brave enough to ask such a question. So he was looking for confirmation? It was good to know he wasn't the only one nervous and confused here.

On one side, it was relieving to hear that Leorio was considering it such, or at least wanting to. On the other, the decision for what felt like a large commitment was just placed in his lap. Friendship felt heavy enough, but this...

Was it the selfish answer to go with him not wanting to say no? Or was it selfish to push him away? He's overthinking even this.]

I-- [But after that hesitation, he looks away, not wanting Leorio to see his face as he decides which way to go.] I would say so. Wouldn't you?

["I would say so." Kurapika... Leorio wonders if he'll ever talk about this stuff without being so... stiff. Still, an uptight yes is a yes, and he's relieved by that much. 'Dating' almost feels lackluster compared to the agreement to stay together they'd come to the other day, but-

It's good to put words to things, for sure. He's happy, as the uncertainty ebbs away. It's good.

They've reached the park by this point, but Leorio doesn't immediately leap out of the car this time after parking.]

Yeah, 'course I would. [Ah. Is that too casual. He's serious about this-!] I mean, yes— that's why I asked.

[save him from himself]

[Somehow, Leorio's fumbles make Kurapika feel more at ease. Maybe it's because he can't nearly mess up as bad as this. Right?? He'll just forget about all those earlier times where he totally did.

For now, he actually chuckles.]

I didn't think you'd want to be involved with a mafia member. [They can sit in the car awkwardly at first, that's cool, apparently.]

[Leorio's feeling most of the awkwardness right now, it seems... He grips the wheel self-consciously, even though he's not driving anymore. Kurapika!!]

Hey... You know it's- [god, he can't say this without it being sappy, he can feel it] It's different. Y'know, because it's you.

...I understand. Thank you.

[Sappy, cheesy, but flattering. And he's not sure how to say 'dating was the furthest thing from my mind until you' so he'll leave it at that, instead. Undoing his seat-belt, he opens the car door to finally step out of it. You know, before they get too embarrassing in here.]

Come on.

[That's stiff, too...! He follows Kurapika out of the car anyway, with nary a grumble or complaint. Progress.]

So... I guess we go for a walk now?

[If only they had smuggled out some pancakes to feed ducks. Why did he suggest a park??]

[He's a stiff guy, what can he say!! Look, there are times when he's not stiff.]

Unless you can think of something else. [Walks are romantic and prone to hand holding Leorio, shut up. But really, Kurapika just thinks it's pretty and relaxing here, and he's not really sure what to do on a date to begin with, so...]

It's not often that I manage to get a few minutes to myself, but since I've been here, I have been able to take a couple of breaks. There's a nice spot in this park I enjoyed relaxing at.

[Okay, name five!! But, ah, he latches right onto that last comment because it's way better than his "aimlessly walk back and forth" suggestion.]

Yeah? Okay, then that's our goal! [If Kurapika thinks it's relaxing, it has to be the most zen place in the entire city. Leorio is on board!]

Lead the way!

[Ah, there's his energy again. Kurapika glances down to himself as they start walking, fixing his shirt. The shirt compliment is still being remembered... No matter how much he tries to push it aside.

As for the park, it's already pretty peaceful from the entrance. With plenty of greenery and flowering trees from each country in the world, it brags to be the most diverse park in the world. Despite that, the time of day has it pretty quiet. There's another couple or two walking or sitting on benches, some younger kids playing on the grass with their parents, and a few students studying or relaxing before their morning classes here and there.

As they walk, he reaches up to try and brush his fingers against the leaves of a tree blooming in pink flowers, but they just barely come up short. He lets his hands drop back down to his sides and looks to Leorio.]

I wasn't sure if you cared for parks.

[Leorio takes in the scenery as they walk, glancing over at Kurapika more than a few times as well. Parks are... well, he barely has any time to go to parks, unlike those students they pass hanging around. Imagine lugging his textbooks out here to study- he'd be distracted by nice weather and get nothing done.

Still,] What, am I too city for the park?

[Honestly, he feels like he sort of is- there weren't exactly flourishing parks where he grew up, and once he set out on his own he gravitated to cities with no room to squeeze a patch of grass in between buildings and back alleys - that's where the money was. There's no money to be made strolling around a park.

But what he actually says is,] They're alright.

So you are too 'city' then.

[He catches that 'alright' isn't the same as enjoying them, and that's fair enough. Most people don't hold the appreciation for them that he does. He feels like he owes Leorio something, after so long. No, not just owing-- he wants to show his trust in a way.

Revealing small things about himself is all he can manage to think of.]

They remind me a bit of home. Nothing could ever be like the trees where we lived, but sometimes it's nice to feel closer to that.

[He can only shrug at that with a 'Well...' that trails off; so he is too city. There's nothing wrong with that! He's here now, and everything.

All the same, hearing Kurapika talk about his home is much more interesting than trying to say nice things about parks. Leorio looks sideways at him as they walk, thoughtfully; so maybe he's... Hunter googled Kurapika's clan once or twice, not in a weird way... Hearing it from him is way better.

Now, as long as he doesn't answer with something like "are we going to look at a tree," it'll be great.]

Hmm. You're better at this nature stuff than me, yeah. [Smooth. And since it feels like a good enough time and the further they walk, even less people seem to be around, he bumps the back of his hand into Kurapika's before reaching to take hold of it properly.]

Maybe you should get out more.

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