Didn't have much time to think about it... [Corvo mumbles against his lips, before doing just that. It isn't so much as dropping as dragging him down with Corvo, knowing he'd just remain in the air. What a convenient boyfriend.
His hands aren't off him long, adjusting all that purple fabric so it would be comfortable sitting back on. The lamps were dim in comparison to any below, but it would be more than enough to illuminate their faces and figures as the night became darker. He doesn't care much for brightening them beyond that, instead running his fingers back up the jacket to resume their position at his sides.]
We're here now. That's more than either of us were prepared for yesterday.
[Well he'll helpfully hover until Corvo is ready with the fabric, and then he'll get nice and settled. It's funny that Corvo considers some lanterns and fabric more prepared, but he hasn't stopped being flattered by the clumsy effort, either... whatever. He focuses instead on Corvo, his hands on his sides, his face in the dimming evening light—much more interesting.]
Would you believe, Corvo, that for the first time in centuries, I've been thrown into something I could never have expected? Not this, exactly- [lots of weirdos want to bang him, as it turns out] -but something much simpler, and yet... new.
[He has to shut up and cup Corvo's face with both his hands, before he says this dumb gay thing. 4,000 years old and simple emotions are still a goddamn mystery, this is his life now—] I missed you today.
[Honestly it was kind of inconvenient. Feelings??]
[Corvo braced for some speech of being the Outsider, dragged along mundane human outings just because he found him interesting. That was normal for them before, and perhaps it would continue this way. He could deal with that. He was wracking his brain for something to say when the time came, because he wouldn't allow another one-sided conversation.
A simple "I missed you today" rendered him speechless. He stared over at the Outsider with wide eyes, realizing it was as simple as that. Something vaguely insulting and creepy would have been normal, but this? It's another reminder that what he's getting into was new waters, and he has to learn how to swim again lest he drown.
He averted his gaze down to mule this over, wordlessly leaning into the Outsider's touch.] I guess it doesn't help when I tell you I missed you too.
[Hmm... Once again, the Outsider isn't complaining. He has plenty of speeches about mundane human things and how quaint they are, sure, but right now he'll give up the attitude, just a little. His hands stay gently against Corvo's face, one thumb smoothing over his cheekbone just to see. Each little way Corvo reacts to his touch and his words - he can know anything, but he wants to see this for himself.]
I had a feeling you might. It seems as though I've surprised myself, this time.
[Corvo wanted nothing more than to get lost in the Outsider's hold, and to drift off without a worry for what comes next. But he had felt this way before, he'd lain in someone's arms only for them to go cold. It anchored him to reality, and reality was too hard to ignore.]
You don't have to do this. [He frowned, leaning back to get a better view of his expression.] It doesn't hurt now, but it will. [He wasn't young anymore.] It stays with you, no matter how hard you try to forget.
[—Oh. This wasn't what he'd expected, all things considered. Knowing Corvo the way that he does, the Outsider knows that this—whatever it is would have come up eventually. Reassurance? Giving him a way out, should he want to take it now? It's sweet of him, but the Outsider wouldn't wait for Corvo's permission if he wanted to leave.]
Corvo. [He smooths his hand over Corvo's cheek again, for the simple feeling of it and for how he sure is about to say more of that weird Outsider stuff.] You have heard my history sung in the streets. You know the depths of darkness, and the beauty of the light. Both of us have felt loss and both of us have accepted that the world continues to turn. A week from now, a year, a decade—in a hundred decades perhaps this very rooftop will be here still, perhaps it will be nothing but dust. Everything and nothing in life is certain, Corvo.
[Which might be an odd thing for a god who knows everything to say, but it's true. Corvo may not be young, but he himself is by no means immortal. He wonders if Corvo has really absorbed that, or realized it at all; perhaps the Outsider will be the one who won't exist tomorrow. He doesn't know.
He doesn't know. But.]
I believe I told you not to tell me what to do. Know this: the choices we make are our own, and you are mine.
[Corvo could argue with how insensitive he was during his time of loss that the Outsider didn't know the particular heartache. He could argue that with the years he had left, it wouldn't be worth it, and boring. That he couldn't play games this time. He once felt more strongly on all of these things.
But he was just beginning to realize that the Outsider was not always the performance he put on for his marked, and how much holding his interest meant. He may not have much longer in this world, and he may not consider that the same could be for him, but he was right. They were both adults, one centuries older than the other. He shouldn't question it. Perhaps this one thing won't have consequences.
Instead he'll take a deep breath, tilting his head back to meet him eye for eye.] Alright. [He paused, then mustered up a faint smile.] I certainly am yours, aren't I?
[Well nobody ever murdered Corvo, if he really wants to play who's lost the most. Nobody cut his throat. On some level, because Corvo is a man and the Outsider is a being far removed from what might make him yet a man—besides this—they will never wholly understand each other. The Outsider wasn't planning on it; if he understood Corvo perfectly, where would the fun be in that?
But he can meet him in the middle somewhere, he thinks. That will have to do. He's said his piece now, and finally Corvo's old man worrying protesting has abated. Thanks.]
If that is the path you choose, then so you are. For as long as you want to be. [Well he could get bored, but he's trying to say that he doesn't think that's going to happen at this point. Corvo is really stuck with him.]
It's not all that often I get to choose a path. [He mused, but there was really no considering anything else at this point. He brought both hands over the Outsider's, pulling them down so he could lean forward.]
So I am yours, and you are mine. [He guesses??? Can he really claim something like that, he doesn't know. He's going to seal that statement with a kiss, though, so no protesting.]
[Corvo, what the hell, how many speeches at shrines does he have to give until the "there is always a choice" thing sinks in!! He's mercifully spared from repeating himself when Corvo surprises him with his next words and another kiss, which he leans into with perhaps more confirmation of those words than he'll be able to express out loud.]
Not many men possess the guts to lay claim to the Void. Plenty have tried—I've read their theories, their books, but there is a difference between arrogant and bold.
[He's not protesting, he's just saying... if he's already gotten this attached, it isn't a particularly far jump to the conclusion Corvo's made.]
Not many know what the Void's lips feel like... [Corvo countered, chuckling under his breath. He never once thought he would be bragging about this, and yet. Another brief, playful kiss.] Or how his hair feels under their fingers... [One more.] Or how his voice sounds when he's flustered.
[First of all, who let Corvo do any of this—oh wait. He played himself... He's kept to himself this long, it's no wonder that Corvo has a distinct social advantage. This old man, of all people... but no one who's been close enough to touch him has ever managed to fluster him, that much is true. It's official, Corvo is a menace.]
Is that what you're calling it? [He's not flustered!!] I suppose it's open to interpretation.
You'all dent it now and want it later. [This old man knows what he's doing. He even daddy winked suggestively at him again.
But his back was protesting, so he might as well lay back on this shrine...curtain pillow bed thing, thing. Feel free to join him and prove his point.]
[Stop winking?? Stop accusing him of these daddy things... In protest the Outsider sits up completely and just looks down at Corvo, lying there like the old man he is. Hmph. Perhaps he'll just stay up here and not prove any points at all.
At least, until his hand wanders over to the front of Corvo's Formal Attire Vest to fiddle with the fastenings, but this might be a different point entirely.]
[Wow, fine, don't join him in his daddy old man antics. He'll just take the opportunity to lay out and take all the room with a nice view of the Outsider. No complaints.
He raises his brow, though, not moving just in case he would stop. It was only fair he let im, with his Button Thing.]
[Frankly, Corvo should be thanking him for indulging his button fetish. Here he goes, just casually undoing all of these and moving on to the next layer. He'll just keep going until Corvo stops him or there isn't anything else to undo, so. Enjoy.]
Perhaps I am. Someone distracted me late last evening into the early morning. [He says it so matter-of-factly, like that someone wasn't ontop of him at the moment. He'll enjoy this work being done for him, thanks.]
Are you-- [He catches himself before he asks the same,] --having fun with that?
[He says this instead of answering the question. Obviously he's having a great time, or he'd have already stopped. Don't make him say things about his enjoyment.]
I wonder if you will invite me again. Although you should be aware that I would come and go as I please either way. [...hmm, that's-] I hadn't planned on leaving.
[Corvo holds his breath, but exhales after he added that last part. He had a feeling he wouldn't, but still, being alone after all this wasn't ideal.] Well, it apparently makes no difference, but I would like you to. If it pleases you.
[Like it wouldn't. He shifts, sitting up on his elbows to start sliding off the layers as he goes.]
[Corvo's clothing being casually removed on this rooftop pleases him, that's one thing for certain. The Outsider watches, his hand hovering out of the way but not away for how much he intends to feel Corvo's skin under his own in a minute here. Come on, old man.]
"If it pleases you." We already discussed the perils of becoming a sycophant, Corvo. [but old man chest pleases him,] You please me; satisfied?
[Patience!! Corvo successfully pulls off all his layers, tossing it aside to god knows where. Probably over the side of this platform... he'll get it later...]
Are you satisfied? [He grins, now, teasing. No, he won't be too sycophant, but the Outsider's reactions were fun to... well, make fun of.]
[Goodbye, layers... they'll be scattered over the grounds in no time. It looks like Corvo is just as unconcerned with throwing his things around now as ever. The Outsider watches this display with a raised eyebrow, then looks down at Corvo again.]
With you, and only you? Yes. Congratulations. [Literally everything else can go screw. Such is life.]
[I mean, there was a little concern when he heard a thud and a very perplexed guard. He winced, but it wasn't enough for a look to see if he was alright.]
I'm thrilled. [He leaned back against the pillows, outstretching his arms as he put his hands behind his head. Is he showing off? He's showing off.]
[Goodbye, guard... no one will wonder who suddenly lost five vests mid-party, surely. But the Outsider has already lost interest in the guard's plight, instead taking in the sight of Corvo definitely showing off for him.
Hmm.] If only your many admirers knew what they were missing.
[He slides closer, not to join him in his reclining yet but to lay his hand flat against Corvo's chest. Hey.] Ah—this one is Wanton Flesh.
[Fun relationship game: bastardize every stricture.]
[Corvo's rises and falls with low laughter, only rising over his breath when the stricture was brought into play. He could play this game well. Almost too well, given his past and future company with Overseers.] There isn't a whole lot of sorrow and misery for you to dwell in here, but we haven't gotten to any unions.
[Under the Outsider's hand, his heart beat a steady, constant rate, if a bit elevated. His smile is genuine, even with the hint of smugness behind it.] There's also more than that going on here... Errant Mind, Restless Hands... Wandering Gaze. Take your pick to damn me for tonight.
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His hands aren't off him long, adjusting all that purple fabric so it would be comfortable sitting back on. The lamps were dim in comparison to any below, but it would be more than enough to illuminate their faces and figures as the night became darker. He doesn't care much for brightening them beyond that, instead running his fingers back up the jacket to resume their position at his sides.]
We're here now. That's more than either of us were prepared for yesterday.
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Would you believe, Corvo, that for the first time in centuries, I've been thrown into something I could never have expected? Not this, exactly- [lots of weirdos want to bang him, as it turns out] -but something much simpler, and yet... new.
[He has to shut up and cup Corvo's face with both his hands, before he says this dumb gay thing. 4,000 years old and simple emotions are still a goddamn mystery, this is his life now—] I missed you today.
[Honestly it was kind of inconvenient. Feelings??]
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A simple "I missed you today" rendered him speechless. He stared over at the Outsider with wide eyes, realizing it was as simple as that. Something vaguely insulting and creepy would have been normal, but this? It's another reminder that what he's getting into was new waters, and he has to learn how to swim again lest he drown.
He averted his gaze down to mule this over, wordlessly leaning into the Outsider's touch.] I guess it doesn't help when I tell you I missed you too.
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I had a feeling you might. It seems as though I've surprised myself, this time.
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You don't have to do this. [He frowned, leaning back to get a better view of his expression.] It doesn't hurt now, but it will. [He wasn't young anymore.] It stays with you, no matter how hard you try to forget.
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Corvo. [He smooths his hand over Corvo's cheek again, for the simple feeling of it and for how he sure is about to say more of that weird Outsider stuff.] You have heard my history sung in the streets. You know the depths of darkness, and the beauty of the light. Both of us have felt loss and both of us have accepted that the world continues to turn. A week from now, a year, a decade—in a hundred decades perhaps this very rooftop will be here still, perhaps it will be nothing but dust. Everything and nothing in life is certain, Corvo.
[Which might be an odd thing for a god who knows everything to say, but it's true. Corvo may not be young, but he himself is by no means immortal. He wonders if Corvo has really absorbed that, or realized it at all; perhaps the Outsider will be the one who won't exist tomorrow. He doesn't know.
He doesn't know. But.]
I believe I told you not to tell me what to do. Know this: the choices we make are our own, and you are mine.
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But he was just beginning to realize that the Outsider was not always the performance he put on for his marked, and how much holding his interest meant. He may not have much longer in this world, and he may not consider that the same could be for him, but he was right. They were both adults, one centuries older than the other. He shouldn't question it. Perhaps this one thing won't have consequences.
Instead he'll take a deep breath, tilting his head back to meet him eye for eye.] Alright. [He paused, then mustered up a faint smile.] I certainly am yours, aren't I?
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But he can meet him in the middle somewhere, he thinks. That will have to do. He's said his piece now, and finally Corvo's
old man worryingprotesting has abated. Thanks.]If that is the path you choose, then so you are. For as long as you want to be. [Well he could get bored, but he's trying to say that he doesn't think that's going to happen at this point. Corvo is really stuck with him.]
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So I am yours, and you are mine. [He guesses??? Can he really claim something like that, he doesn't know. He's going to seal that statement with a kiss, though, so no protesting.]
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Not many men possess the guts to lay claim to the Void. Plenty have tried—I've read their theories, their books, but there is a difference between arrogant and bold.
[He's not protesting, he's just saying... if he's already gotten this attached, it isn't a particularly far jump to the conclusion Corvo's made.]
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[He's got you down, buddy.]
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Is that what you're calling it? [He's not flustered!!] I suppose it's open to interpretation.
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daddywinked suggestively at him again.But his back was protesting, so he might as well lay back on this shrine...curtain pillow bed thing, thing. Feel free to join him and prove his point.]
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At least, until his hand wanders over to the front of Corvo's Formal Attire Vest to fiddle with the fastenings, but this might be a different point entirely.]
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He raises his brow, though, not moving just in case he would stop. It was only fair he let im, with his Button Thing.]
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Are you tired, Corvo?
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Are you-- [He catches himself before he asks the same,] --having fun with that?
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[He says this instead of answering the question. Obviously he's having a great time, or he'd have already stopped. Don't make him say things about his enjoyment.]
I wonder if you will invite me again. Although you should be aware that I would come and go as I please either way. [...hmm, that's-] I hadn't planned on leaving.
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[Like it wouldn't. He shifts, sitting up on his elbows to start sliding off the layers as he goes.]
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"If it pleases you." We already discussed the perils of becoming a sycophant, Corvo. [but old man chest pleases him,] You please me; satisfied?
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Are you satisfied? [He grins, now, teasing. No, he won't be too sycophant, but the Outsider's reactions were fun to... well, make fun of.]
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With you, and only you? Yes. Congratulations. [Literally everything else can go screw. Such is life.]
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I'm thrilled. [He leaned back against the pillows, outstretching his arms as he put his hands behind his head. Is he showing off? He's showing off.]
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Hmm.] If only your many admirers knew what they were missing.
[He slides closer, not to join him in his reclining yet but to lay his hand flat against Corvo's chest. Hey.] Ah—this one is Wanton Flesh.
[Fun relationship game: bastardize every stricture.]
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[Under the Outsider's hand, his heart beat a steady, constant rate, if a bit elevated. His smile is genuine, even with the hint of smugness behind it.] There's also more than that going on here... Errant Mind, Restless Hands... Wandering Gaze. Take your pick to damn me for tonight.
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